Friday, April 29, 2005

Rock & Roll

I really don't think I go to concerts often enough. Come to think of it, I have been to 3 in my life ... wait, 4 ... ok, 3 and a half. What brought this all to my attention was the 2005 Summer Concert guide for Colorado Springs in the newspaper this morning. I think it would be great to go out with some friends and enjoy a concert of two this summer. Hey, if I get 3 (and a half), I can double my concert-going experience in a summer! Not too bad.

My first concert ever was Steven Curtis Chapman and Newsboys. I really don't recollect how old I was, but I would venture I was in junior high. I'm not even sure how it was organize or even who went, but I'm pretty sure Matt and Nate were there, and I suspect Mo was there. Josh and Jesse might have been, but I doubt it. Anyway, the concert was at McNichols arena in Denver. That's all I've got for that memory. I think I lived a desensitized childhood because I don't have a lot of solid memories from when I was young; at least not good ones.

My second concert wouldn't be until my freshman year of college. I have a much better memory of this either because I was just older, it was more recent, or it was a much better experience. I would submit that it was because of all three. This concert featured Our Lady Peace, Oleander, and Creed. With comparison to my previous concert experience, this was a hard-rock concert. (To those that would mock me now because of my naiveity, feel free. I fully admit I was lost in the world of music and didn't know which way was up.) I had gone to mainly see Creed; Jesse had gone to see Oleander; I'm not sure if Josh had gone just to hang out with us, or for the show. Looking back on it, I don't believe it is the latter as Josh is quite the music nerd, and I don't believe he would have thought super highly of those acts. One of the best thing about this show was that, despite our lack of effort to get their early, we were able to sneak our way to the front of the venue; if there were seats, we would have the front row. When you are standing in the front of the crowd like that, there isn't much room to move. And, the movement you make is entirely based on the rest of the crowd. Whether there is a mosh pit and you are getting pushed around there, or everyone is jumping and you are almost forced to jump because of the movement. In this instance, there were barricades at the front to keep us from getting on stage. These performed a secondary function, beneficial to those graced with front-row seats: foundation. When you have something to hold onto, it both keeps you in your place in the front and prevents others from taking your spot, and keeps you from getting sucked into the sea of eager concertgoers. I remember jumping til I sweat, and singing my guts out, and smiling ear to ear the whole show. I was with my best friends and we were all having an incredible time. There is no particular song I remember, but I remember being alive.

As I begin to write about the "half" concert I went to, I recall a few other concerts I have been too; I'll cover all those quickly at the end. I call it a half concert in the sense that it was a small venue, I didn't pay for a ticket, and they were the only act playing. That said, there is nothing "half" about MXPX. Much of my music appreciation comes from my best friend through college: Josh. When Josh and I didn't really have other people to hang out with, we would hang out with each other. Inevitably the conversation would lead into what music Josh had been listening too lately and what he liked and how it moved him. Despite my efforts to avoid this conversation, it would always come up. The MXPX show I am talking about happened at the base of Copper Mountain in 2003. I'm not sure how many songs they played, but jumping up and down in snowboard boots with a foot of mountain air around me made for quite the experience.

The 3rd concert I want to share is also involving MXPX. I think this was in 2003, maybe 2004. Just like Josh got me motivated to listen to more MXPX, he also opened my eyes to Chris Carrabba. Most of you might not know that name, but if I put in the context you will. Chris Carrabba was Dashboard Confessional before it was a band. Chris was the original. Now, you want emo? Listen to Chris' original work, pre-MTV. Well, the show Josh and I went to was MXPX and Dashboard together. I think there was another band, but I don't recall them. I even don't remember much particular about the show, but as a whole I had a good time.

A few of the other concerts that came to mind as I wrote this out were Finch, POD, and the most recent was a small show at 32 Bleu with Anna Nalick before she had her song on the radio. That was a good time. I thought she was amazing the night we saw her, despite her sore throat.

So, this summer, might be Ryan's summer o' music. But then again, the common denominator for the concerts I went to were my friend Josh. He's not around, so maybe I will wait for him to get back to go to more concerts.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

An Observation on Dating

Dating never ends.

I have come to the conclusion that I will never stop dating. Even after I have a girlfriend, I will date. Even after I am married I will date. You may be saying Well, of course... you will date your wife. No. I am not talking about dating my girlfriend or my wife. I will date other people; other couples to be specific.

I was just spending time with some couples the other day and came to this conclusion. I was hanging out with two married couples, a couple that is engaged, and a couple that is just dating. As I watched their interaction, I realized it doesn't stop. When you are single, you spend time "interviewing" someone, finding out their interests and comparing them to your own to see if you are compatible. When you find someone with whom you are compatible with, you continue to hang out with them until you eventually get married. Whew! you say; I'm glad I am done with that whole "dating" scene. Oh how wrong you are. When you are part of a couple, now you have to find other couples to do things with. So, you, as a couple, meet other couples and you spend time "interviewing" them to find out their interests. Oh, you like scrap-booking? So does my wife! And My husband is really into mountain biking too! and then you "date" this other couple because you are compatible with them.

So, to those of you who think marriage is a way to be done with dating... too bad! Dating is forever.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

God spoke to me through Jeremy

I was struggling more again today with the issues of me and Girl. I found myself back at step one; grasping for something to hold onto, something to rest in, instead of 'free-falling.' The whole morning was difficult in that sense.

I knew I needed God, but my feelings weren't there; my faith was low. I got in my car and forced myself to at least have some Christian music on in the background while I wallowed in my misery. I put on the new Jeremy Camp CD because I like the song Take You Back, even though it doesn't apply to this situation. From there, I zoned out of the music and missed numbers 3, 4, and 5. Something caught my attention in song 6; God spoke to me in song 6:
BE THE ONE

And all these dreams I've made I take them all and lay them down in light of reasons I have found now
And I can rest in knowing you will open every door instead of forcing my own world now
I'd rather wait on you

You'll be the one to call me out
I have found that it's the only way
You'll be the one to call me out
I have found that it's the only way

I know that I have plans but you will take me every step
You have covered all my debit now
And I have realized these empty fames that people crave are based on hopes of what they've made now
I'd rather wait on you
Well there's more than what I'm feeling,
Well there's more than what I'm feeling.
[Bold added for emphasis]
Well, everything has changed since then. I realize that the situation with Girl is not as big as I am making it; giving it to God releases so much pressure.

If you have not experienced peace or relief, I recommend offering your problems to God. When you trust Him, and know that He is taking care of you, there is no reason to worry.

Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.
Gospel of Mark 6:34 The Message

Friday, April 01, 2005

Why do you Google?!

Some people ask me why I Google; in light of that question let me provide you some reasons:
  1. Exhibit A: www.google.com. Do you see how clean it is? How there are not a bunch of obtrusive links to useless stuff? When I want to search, I want to search. Google style.
  2. Exhibit B: www.gmail.com. After conquering the world of search engines years ago, Google has now challenged popular email services like hotmail and yahoo. One year ago today, Google released GMail. I was excited at first because it was Google. Much link their searching, Gmail was simple and not over done. Plus they were the first to hand out 1 GB in email storage.
  3. Exhibit B ii: www.gmail.com. Just today, one year after releasing Gmail, google has upped the ante with 2 GB of email storage! Not only that, but the thing that put me over the edge today was how they have now integrated Rich Text formatting of emails. Now I can bold, underline, blue, green, bullet, and intent the heck out of my emails.
    NOTE: Gmail is currently/still in the beta stage; however, they have been generous with handing out invitations. I have enough to satisfy anyone who would like to have one, just let me know.
  4. Exhibit C: www.google.com/googlegulp. They are funny. Not only had Google revolutionized the search (and web) world, but they still know how to have fun. If you check out the FAQs, they even know how to make fun of themselves.
  5. Exhibit D: www.blogger.com. You are reading it.
  6. Exhibit E: www.picasa.com. Find, edit and share photos. Now with integration with Gmail and Blogger.
I could go on and on. FYI, no one has actually asked me why I Google.

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